I’ve been gone for a while. I’m one of those writers who does her best work under dire circumstances.
The Trump election seemed pretty dire to me which is when I started this particular blog site. However, it became impossible to maintain that level of “direness” over the long haul. I just couldn’t keep up that level of rage. It’s unhealthy both for me and my relationships. So I walked away from the keyboard and focused on the occasional snarky Facebook post and yelling at the TV.
I have watched, as we all have, as Covid 19 has taken over the world. That isn’t an exaggeration, is it? We are all now holed up in our homes wondering how in the hell our lives could be so upended in the space of a week.
I won’t rehash all that has transpired since we first heard of Coronavirus in December. I won’t even rehash all of the missteps along the way by many governments across the globe. I won’t turn this into a rant on the mind-blowing ineptitude of the man sitting in the Oval Office and those who stand behind him at every press conference bobbing their heads in agreement while he blathers on incoherently adding lie upon lie to his mountain of lies.
I will admit that in the early stages of all this I thought perhaps it might be overblown. But as we watched the spread I allowed myself to re-calibrate my level of concern. Even now I’m not panicked. I have a full refrigerator and a fully stocked bar. I can stay like this for a few weeks. I am retired and my income will continue – although I refuse to even look at my investment accounts. So, yes, there is some denial going on here.
But the dire part is out there – I don’t want to see people get sick and perhaps die. And I don’t want to think about the effect this has on small business owners and the self-employed whose businesses have been shut down. All of the restaurant and bar workers who are now out of work. Hair stylists, fitness trainers, etc. All of those people whose livelihood depends on the rest of us being OUT there. We’re IN here and they can’t work.
The rate of change is now in minutes rather than days. Remember when the NBA cancelled their season and we were all in shock? That was exactly one week ago. It seems like a year. That began the landslide of sporting events to follow their lead.
And now here we are. One week later. Huddled in our homes, watching social media, binge watching anything that will take our minds off of this situation.
And wondering how it will all end. When will it end? And how many of us will come out on the other side completely healthy and financially secure?
So now I’ll turn it back to the reason I started this blog in the first place. I would be so much more comfortable with all of this if I had even one iota of confidence in the leadership of the United States of America. If ever we needed a strong person of character to help guide us through this crisis it is now.
The United States has always managed to steer its way through bad times in the past. Whether you like the policies of the person in the White House or not, you knew, deep down, they all truly had our interests at the forefront of their decisions during a national crisis.
We cannot say that now. We have a man in control of our very lives who has no moral compass at all. To paraphrase Maya Angelou – He has shown us many times exactly who he is and we should believe him. He is so far out of his league and he has no one with him other than the “D” team, if that. All of the good ones have been fired or resigned.
I could attempt to end this post on a happy note but it simply isn’t possible. The situation is much too dire.
And I’m back at the keyboard.